I have no fucking clue what I want to do. I know what I want in life, which really doesn't have to do with this blog. It does conflict with the open marriage, however. At the same time, I had a lot of fun on the couple outings I had. Part of me (5%) wants to keep doing it, but that's not very much.
I did think that Bunny and I did kind of put it to the side, without really discussing it. Which really makes no sense, now that I'm reading it. Can't really make a decision without a discussion - especially one like this.
Eh, I have a ton more to say.. I just don't feel like it right now. I think I'm being too "real" to blog properly.
